Ke'Terbuka'an Minda...~

I've been two days in Penang...
My cousin tunang yesterday...
And I'm really happy for her...
She's same age with me...
Wah...suddenly all my cousin already have someone..
And today frankly...
There are something that had open up my mind...
It started with.....

"Mak...'Dia' dah tanya pipa balik bila?"
"La, rapat ke dgn pipa?Karang tak jadi ngan hang...Jadi ngn pipa pulak"...HAhaHa...

Well...Seriously mmg lawak...But when i'm in the bus...
I think about this matter...
I'm glad that both of my loved one getting closed and siyesly I trusted both of them....
But I need to understand...
Keep it in my mind....That jodoh, pertemuan semua di atas tangan Allah...
I cannot stop or prevent whatever Allah tetapkan tok khidupan ini...
Siapa larh aku...
Sincerely in my heart...I know it easy to say...
If this thing really happen....I will accept it...
Yeah...It's painful...But I did not want to lose them just because of my selfishness...
I believe that 'Dia' the best person I know...
The person that changed me a lot...
I know...It's look like cliche...
But to be truth....If I were not meant to be with 'Dia'...
It's a relief to know...
If 'Dia' with my sis...
Because I'm truly know him and I know his capabilities...
Orang yang baik...Takkan nak lepas camtu je kan??
Hikhik...

P/s: Dialog maksu..."Kalau jadi macam tu, Nurul bawak diri pergi luar negara la kan?"