Sedetik Lebih...~

How I wish to spend more time with you....

How I wish I can be right there with you...

Still I hope it's not too late to always be with you...

And you will smile for me...

Wah...Tersangat larh jiwangnya.......

Can't Stop Thinking Of You....~

Ya Allah...
Rindunya kat dia...
Dah lama sangat tak jumpa...
Itu pun nak contact pon susah sekarang nie...
Haih...
Kang kalau asyik kol...For sure kena maraah...
Atoi....
Nak buat macam mana nie?
Tadi pon...Nak panggil Akmal pon jadi ...."?????"....
Haiyoooo.....

Ke'Terbuka'an Minda...~

I've been two days in Penang...
My cousin tunang yesterday...
And I'm really happy for her...
She's same age with me...
Wah...suddenly all my cousin already have someone..
And today frankly...
There are something that had open up my mind...
It started with.....

"Mak...'Dia' dah tanya pipa balik bila?"
"La, rapat ke dgn pipa?Karang tak jadi ngan hang...Jadi ngn pipa pulak"...HAhaHa...

Well...Seriously mmg lawak...But when i'm in the bus...
I think about this matter...
I'm glad that both of my loved one getting closed and siyesly I trusted both of them....
But I need to understand...
Keep it in my mind....That jodoh, pertemuan semua di atas tangan Allah...
I cannot stop or prevent whatever Allah tetapkan tok khidupan ini...
Siapa larh aku...
Sincerely in my heart...I know it easy to say...
If this thing really happen....I will accept it...
Yeah...It's painful...But I did not want to lose them just because of my selfishness...
I believe that 'Dia' the best person I know...
The person that changed me a lot...
I know...It's look like cliche...
But to be truth....If I were not meant to be with 'Dia'...
It's a relief to know...
If 'Dia' with my sis...
Because I'm truly know him and I know his capabilities...
Orang yang baik...Takkan nak lepas camtu je kan??
Hikhik...

P/s: Dialog maksu..."Kalau jadi macam tu, Nurul bawak diri pergi luar negara la kan?"

Hujan Turun Lagi......~

Malam nie hujan diharapkan turun...
Panas sangat nie...
Sebenarnya...
Hati sangat sedih...
Dua tiga hari ini...Serba benda tak kena...
Salah ke kalau nak happy-happy...
Nak jadi budak-budak?
Salah ye kalau nak tanya-tanya soalan....
Kadang-kadang aku rasa aku kena larikan diri...
Semua orang macam rasa tak kena dengan aku...
Mungkin aku perlu berubah...
Untuk kegembiraan semua orang...
Saya minta maaf sebab saya banyak buat salah...

Food Poisoning....~

Adoi...
Dah 2 hari food poisoning...
Teruk juga rasanya...
Tak tahu nak buat macam mana...
Rasa tak selesa sakit...
Semuanya tak selesa...
Nak exam da...
Cepat larh OK...

Tara....`

Hari ini hari kena marah sedunia...
Pagi kena marah sebab ntah...
Petang kena marah sebab tanya soalan tak patut....
Malam kena marah sebab terlalu kerap call....
Well, looks like a bad day...
But still, I must endure it...
Hakhak...
Nak wat macam mana?
Hari ini hari BODOH saya encik...
So sowwy ek dear??

No Entry......`

Teeet.....Hakhak...

Dua hari sudah...Setelah menyiapkan draft entry...
I've decided my bf pic...Hakhak....
Ok...I have to admit...
It was an ugly ic...But that's what ur true self...
Boleh tak....dia marah sebab nak letak pic 2....
Atoi....Never mind...
Any pic of you will be forbidden to enter my blog yeah!
That's what you ask for...So as your cute gf...
I just fulfilled it...:)

HmmPh....~

Bila duduk melepak kat open stage nie...
Teringat kenangan lama...
Haih...Dulu...Banyak yang dah dilalui...
Sayu hati...
Pandang muka....Tenang je...
Well, It's cool...
At least there are sumthing that I will not worried about....

I'm happy with you dear...Thanx for everything...
I reallly hope that you and me will stay with you forever...
It's actually put a big hope with you...
But sometimes I felt I did not have a faith with you...
Because deep down in my heart....
I scared you will hurt me...

S.M.I.L.E.....~

Arghh...Sudah lepas pown satu paper...

Usually for me...First paper tak ada kesungguhan selalunya...
Kemalasan untuk study menyebabkan lack of concentration and jawapan dia pon so-so la...
So there is no high expectation for this CCM...
But still I'm put a bit efford because my chayang wanted to do very well in this exam..
Well, its our last sem...
So kena la gempak-gempak...Hikhik...

Nyum...Nyum...Mushroom Soup....~

Hukhuk...Sangat teringinkan & mengidamkan mushroom soup...
Almost a week mencari-cari peluang untuk merasai mushroom soup...
At last...Dapat jugak...
But too bad...Not same like what I expected...
Macam mana nie?

Salah KHAIRUL HAKIM B SAIBANI la nie...
Bagi makan pizza sekeping without mushroom soup...
Ya Allah mengidamnya....
IPOH....wait for me...
I'll coming home for mushroom soup.....Wah....`

P/S : Sangat Lazat bukan?

Air Mata Menitis Lagi.....~

Wah...Sangat sedih today....
Nampak sangat aku degil...
My boy marah sangat kat aku today because I'm end up makes HIM felt i betrayed him...
Too much drama??
Maybe not...I know I'm always makes him felt like i just do anything by my own...
I need to straighten up my mind....
I must be strong...If what am I really wanted is to talk with him...
And be with him...Always...

I'll try my hardest so I will makes you happy...I'll try not to make you felt regret giving me a second chance...
I PROMISE!!

Family Matters....~

My dear sis and my beloved dad...
Why are you guys always bermasam muka for something that both of you only misunderstood...
Dear guys...You should chill...Pity my mom always blur about what happen...
Haiyoo....

Sejak dulu...Abah and Ieqa tak ngam...Kalau abah cakap A, Ieqa mesti ckp Z...
Den hempas pintu...
Aigoo...Along nak exam pon tak senang hati...
Camne nak menuruti langkah 'awak' to aim for the best for this sem...
Nak nangis sudah....
Abah pendesak...Ieqa Pemberontak...Kan nampak tak molek...
I felt wanna cry...
My mom pon dah risau...
Minta aku balik tok settle benda nie...
Haih...Takpe la...Saba k?
Lagi 2 hari along balik...
InsyaALLAH....

Sayang...Sorry u pulak jadi mangsa...
I nak spend time ngan u...
Tapi macam nie larh...
Haiyoo...Rasa sangat tak senonok....Hope u will understand me....Plizz dear...Back up me k?
I promise I will miss u....

LOL.I ALREADY MISS U NOW!!!*Sigh*

Kehangatan Malam...~

Pergh..Malam nie sangat berpeluh-peluh...
Sangat tidak menyelesakan dan sangat membuatkan diri ini down...
Menurut nieza....Aini rasa terlalu teraniaya dengan aku dan Khairul...
Dia rasa macam aku pinggirkan dia...
Sampai dia cakap...Apa salah dia kat kitowg...
Kejam sangat ke aku?
Haih...Atoi....
Aku mmg lemah bab nie...
But...I felt so lucky enuff today...
My boy juz lepaking with me...
Although it's was just for a limit time...
I felt so berbunga-bunga...

Dalam hati ada taman wooo.....~

Start Study Plizzz....~

Wah...Bangun pagi...
Merap atas katil....
Tergolek kiri...Tergolek kanan...
Termenung...
Exam 11 haribulan...
Buku tak baca lagi...
Nak watpe ye?
Turun lab...
Adoi...Lagi tak boleh fokus....
= =
Argh!!!Ble nak study nie??????

Yiiipiii....~

Alhamdullillah...
Seorang lagi my sis dapat menjejakkan kaki ke menara gading...
Better to behave my sweet Ieqa...
Wish you all da best dear!

Hari Yang Sangat Mendung....~

Salam...
Hari nie awak da mula exam kan?...
Buat yang terbaik awak...
Untuk diri awak....
Bukan untuk paper nie je...
But tok dua paper yang lain gak...
Saya doakan awak...
Ingat janji awak dengan adik awak...Family awak...:)

Hari ini jugak....
First time saya tak teman awak pergi exam...
Pelik rasanya...
Mungkin awak da boleh bergerak sendiri...
Keselesaan dah milik awak...
Mungkin saya yang masih bertatih...
Tak apa...Ruang untuk awak bernafas....

Semalam...Alhamdulillah...Saya dapat teman awak study....
Subjek yang awak tak perlukan saya...
Ye larh...Fahaman awak lebih baik dari saya...
Ingat lagi...awak pernah cakap....
Belajar dengan saya membosankan...
Maafkan saya...
Tak pandai ambil hati awak...

Awak...
Saya minta maaf...
Banyak sangat yang saya terasa kali nie...
Lagi 2 minggu last kita bersama...
Pikir pasal benda nie pon saya da nak nangis...
Pipa cakap...Saya sangat lembik...
Pernah tak baca...

"Wanita menangis bukan kerana dia lemah...
Tetapi untuk mencari kekuatan diri"

Awak...
Saya harap dalam 2 minggu nie...
Hubungan kita akan semakin baik...
Kenangan untuk kita setelah tiga tahun bersama...
Terima kasih awak...

Saya sememangnya seorang yang bertuah...
Kerana berpeluang mengenali awak dengan lebih rapat....
Saya Sayangkan awak...

Bagai Jatuh Ditimpa Escalator...Huh...~

Hari nie...Although the Sun rise very shine today...
But I felt so empty...
My life was at end..
I felt down...
Pergh...Da macam EL...
ENGLISH LITERATURE of course...
Hakhak...
Sudah larh...
Today I have a few things that I should clear my mind with...
I need to choose between either two:
i. my bf or my friend
ii. KASTAM or AMANAH RAYA...
But well, the decision had made up...

Pray to ALLAH that everything will be fine...

Chaiyo...Chaiyo!!!

Today there will be a exam....
PSYCHOLOGY...
Wah...Tersangat malas la nak study...
Tapi kena study gak...
Because I like you la psychology...
HikHik

Penatnya....~

.........................
Kan da cakap penat...
So dah tak ada idea da....

Sedih...~

Dah rasa tak kuat da nie...
Dah sangat down...
Perlu ke aku buat something tok nampak benda itu jadi betul-betul depan mata?
Perlu ke aku menangis lagi leas nie...
Aku tak boleh dah macam nie...
Aku tak tahu nak buat apa dah...~

Mish You Dear....~

To all my friends...
I mish you a lot...
Dalam merangkak-rangkak untuk menuju ke satu lagi fasa...
Rasanya kenangan masa dulu menjengah kembali...
Hope we will cherish all that we had now...
And I really pray for your happines...
SAFIAH...SYAF...SYADA...PUJAH...FINA...FEROZ....AWIN...ADURA
Argh....Wndunya kat korang....:)

Unwell....`

Gila ko...
Semalam sangat kepala yang teramat sangat til pkui 6 pagi....
Tanpa rasa belas kasihan...
I gerak my rumate...
Just to picit-picit my kepala...
Siyesly...I can't stand it anymore...
It's seems like I have a bomb in my head....
But still...I need to make myself strong...
Then....Today morning I wake up with blur...
Because my head still terawang-awang...
Ya Allah...Bila nak OK nie?

Hwang Tae Kyung....~

A new craziness 4 me...
Hwang Tae Kyung...!!!Agh...
OK...His real name was JANG GEUN SUK.....
Look so damn charming...
Since I watched this drama...You're beautiful...
I kept searching for him...
Adoi...Bila dia senyum...aku pon senyum....Da mcm xsiuman...
But still U r charming...
But still i don't know whether he has dimple or not..
But who cares....
Hikhik

It's All About You~

Yeah...Again and again...
It's just you that make up the decision...
You just please yourself without thinking about others...
Did you blind to see that people have too suffer just because to fulfill all you need?
It's just for your own benefit...
Right?...
Should you think about others too?

Need Myself...~

Sometimes I'm wondering...
Am I alone right now?
Maybe right now I should think more about myself.....
And not focusing on other people...
Now it's only between me, myself and I....

Happy Birthday....~

Today...Its urs birhtday...
I'm reallly looking forward for this day...
So I can spent it with you...

I do hope that you will give a little bit of your time to me...
Just for me...
Hope you will always happy...