Sedetik Lebih...~

How I wish to spend more time with you....

How I wish I can be right there with you...

Still I hope it's not too late to always be with you...

And you will smile for me...

Wah...Tersangat larh jiwangnya.......

Can't Stop Thinking Of You....~

Ya Allah...
Rindunya kat dia...
Dah lama sangat tak jumpa...
Itu pun nak contact pon susah sekarang nie...
Haih...
Kang kalau asyik kol...For sure kena maraah...
Atoi....
Nak buat macam mana nie?
Tadi pon...Nak panggil Akmal pon jadi ...."?????"....
Haiyoooo.....

Ke'Terbuka'an Minda...~

I've been two days in Penang...
My cousin tunang yesterday...
And I'm really happy for her...
She's same age with me...
Wah...suddenly all my cousin already have someone..
And today frankly...
There are something that had open up my mind...
It started with.....

"Mak...'Dia' dah tanya pipa balik bila?"
"La, rapat ke dgn pipa?Karang tak jadi ngan hang...Jadi ngn pipa pulak"...HAhaHa...

Well...Seriously mmg lawak...But when i'm in the bus...
I think about this matter...
I'm glad that both of my loved one getting closed and siyesly I trusted both of them....
But I need to understand...
Keep it in my mind....That jodoh, pertemuan semua di atas tangan Allah...
I cannot stop or prevent whatever Allah tetapkan tok khidupan ini...
Siapa larh aku...
Sincerely in my heart...I know it easy to say...
If this thing really happen....I will accept it...
Yeah...It's painful...But I did not want to lose them just because of my selfishness...
I believe that 'Dia' the best person I know...
The person that changed me a lot...
I know...It's look like cliche...
But to be truth....If I were not meant to be with 'Dia'...
It's a relief to know...
If 'Dia' with my sis...
Because I'm truly know him and I know his capabilities...
Orang yang baik...Takkan nak lepas camtu je kan??
Hikhik...

P/s: Dialog maksu..."Kalau jadi macam tu, Nurul bawak diri pergi luar negara la kan?"

Hujan Turun Lagi......~

Malam nie hujan diharapkan turun...
Panas sangat nie...
Sebenarnya...
Hati sangat sedih...
Dua tiga hari ini...Serba benda tak kena...
Salah ke kalau nak happy-happy...
Nak jadi budak-budak?
Salah ye kalau nak tanya-tanya soalan....
Kadang-kadang aku rasa aku kena larikan diri...
Semua orang macam rasa tak kena dengan aku...
Mungkin aku perlu berubah...
Untuk kegembiraan semua orang...
Saya minta maaf sebab saya banyak buat salah...

Food Poisoning....~

Adoi...
Dah 2 hari food poisoning...
Teruk juga rasanya...
Tak tahu nak buat macam mana...
Rasa tak selesa sakit...
Semuanya tak selesa...
Nak exam da...
Cepat larh OK...

Tara....`

Hari ini hari kena marah sedunia...
Pagi kena marah sebab ntah...
Petang kena marah sebab tanya soalan tak patut....
Malam kena marah sebab terlalu kerap call....
Well, looks like a bad day...
But still, I must endure it...
Hakhak...
Nak wat macam mana?
Hari ini hari BODOH saya encik...
So sowwy ek dear??

No Entry......`

Teeet.....Hakhak...

Dua hari sudah...Setelah menyiapkan draft entry...
I've decided my bf pic...Hakhak....
Ok...I have to admit...
It was an ugly ic...But that's what ur true self...
Boleh tak....dia marah sebab nak letak pic 2....
Atoi....Never mind...
Any pic of you will be forbidden to enter my blog yeah!
That's what you ask for...So as your cute gf...
I just fulfilled it...:)